teentoinks: Life’s Random Thoughts

Parang mga status lang, Random Thoughts? May kanya kanya tayong iniisip, pwedeng dumaan lang sa isang imahinasyon at nawala bigla. Minsan tama minsan naman mali, and here’s my 3 random thoughts (parang di nga random eh, yan lang nakayanan!)

1. Living Cycle: Hindi ito parang Biological life cycle, hmm.. teka tama ba ang description ko? Living cycle, yung tipong paulit ulit lang tayo… madalas nagkakamali tapos “lesson learned” tapos magkakamali uli tapos “lesson learned” na naman, haysss kelan ba matatapos yun? Yung iba sasabihin nadapa, posibleng natisod lang, at isa pang term sa Math na “trial and error”. Pero kadalasan ang sinasabi natin “sensya TAO lang”, are we really born to make mistake? Well, at some point kahit naman kasi alam na natin kung ano ang tama mas pinipili pa rin natin ang mali. May pagkakataon din na madalas ayaw mo ginagawa mo pero kailangan gawin, naisip mo rin ba iikot parin tayo, darating parin tayo sa isang sitwasyon na magkakamali tayo at matututo, and I think that’s the challenge of everyday life.

Sensya TAO lang!

2. Are we in the middle?: I wanted to be fair, sa lahat sana ng bagay!  but what is it being fair when I don’t really believe being in the middle. Minsan naiisip ko lang din na laging may TAMA at MALI. Kung hindi ka TAMA pwes MALI ka walang gitna.  Simple lang, lahat ng bagay may opposite, parang positive negative. So asan ang middle dun? Hmm.. is it being on the SAFE MODE? Kung pipiliin bang maging safe, ibig sabihin ba wala kang paninindigan? Masaya din kasi yung may pinaglalaban ka… kahit mali pa yan atleast may paniniwala kang alam mong tama ka kahit mali. Why not challenge ourselves to be the person whom may not like by others but stand by who we really are, kung mali man tayo….. I think failure is a good starting point.

Kung hindi ka TAMA pwes MALI ka!

3. Breaking monotony is acting stupid and laughing your heart out. Mag isip bata, feeling bata walang pakialam sa mundo. Di ba yun naman ang masarap gawin, minsan kailangan natin kumawala sa mundo. We are attached to the string of the world kahit minsan hindi na dapat, but remember… we are blessed and we should say THANKS!

THANKS….

What made my new year beautiful?

Check my header: Little things make life beautiful! (ok… nagpapapansin lang naman yung header ko, basa mode uli) ahihihi

There are things that so simple yet memorable… and by reminiscing those simple memories/moments made me think that indeed little things made my life beautiful!!

1. Corny Jokes: simple jokes made my day! I’m a little weird… laughing out loud on corny jokes like this one:

Q: Anong brand yung may logo na CHECK?
A: CHECK TAYLOR

2. Reminiscing my childhood: this is my favorite part. I’m addicted on reminiscing and even forgetting. The latter would be the sign of aging! haha

3. “Meet UP” with those I’ve rarely seen: an opportunity to see those I used to be with, I used to play with and used to do some stupid stuffs! Definitely, another memory installed!

4. TEXT: a text from someone not saved on my phone book saying “Hi musta na Tina?” and I text ed back “Ok lang… hu u po?” and I’m still waiting for reply up to this very day. hehe

5. A Christmas Greetings on New Years Eve: Nice one!

6. New Year Greetings: On my way to church, I saw this group of  ”the not so” teenagers and greeted me… “happy new year ate tina”.

Holiday Stress

Just realized na habang tumatanda tayo nababawasan na ang time natin para sa sarili at ang bawat oras ay nakalaan na lang para sa mga taong nakapalgid satin. Well, part of growing up I guess.

Pag bata ka, you get taken care of, you get the attention, may bagong damit, sapatos and food prepared for you. But when you get older, it becomes the other way around. It feels like the Holidays become less about us, at ito ang ilan na mga sa tingin ko ay pang stress this Christmas:

1. House Decoration: Yep, every year I’m in-charge of decorating our house, though I’m not really that creative and artistic, I think nagiging habit na rin nila na pagurin ako twing sasapit ang Pasko. hehe
2. What’s for Christmas?: Mahirap mag-isip ng ihahanda at pagsasaluhan namin for Christmas, shempre dapat pasok sa budget at sa mahal ng bilihin ngayon I don’t think tatalab ang Stresstab or kahit ang pain reliever sa sakit ng ulo ko.
3. Where’s Santa?: The best pag pasko ang pakikipagtaguan sa mga inaanak, although walang kwenta ang pagtatago dahil sadyang magagaling maghanap ang mga inaanak.

Konti lang naman yan na pang stress this holiday compare naman sa mga mapapasaya natin.  Pero naisip nyo rin ba yung mga taong nagpapakahirap para sa atin? Yung lola/mother/wife na sila lahat ang naghahanda at pagod na pagod sa kakaluto para sa Noche Buena. They were the ones most exhausted just to make sure na maging masaya ang Pasko but they were the ones least noticed, so here’s my short note for them:

To all parents who sacrificed what they want just to buy gifts and to bring smile to their children, THANK YOU. To those who feel a little bit left out when everyone else is partying on the occasion they’ve organized… THANK YOU. Christmas is worth having because of the effort you put into it! THANK YOU!

I guess, the best way to celebrate Christmas is to make everyone get to feel extra special.

Isang HUG naman jan!

Have a blessed Christmas everyone; let’s make it a meaningful one!

Ciao!

Dows wer da deys!

Sa tagal kong nawala, nanimdim, nakiramdam, nagtampisaw, nag – alangan, nahimlay, nanabik,  nagmasid, nanaginip, nagmuni-muni, nangarap at nagpantasya, dapat lang mabuhay ang dugo sa muling pagbangon sa aking mga kahibangan.

Panggulong kasabihan: In moving on, you don’t have to forget everything. You can always think about him and still move forward.

Scene: Sementeryo: sa nag-aagaw na dilim at liwanag, sa tabi ng puntod ng mahal sa buhay, ikaw at ako (pero di naman tayo)… magkatabi. (how touching). HOY UNDAS KASI!

Sa buhay natin, dumarating ang isang bagay na minsan di mo rin inaasahan. Gaya ng “love”, tama yan, pero minsan mali… haha nagulo ka rin ba ng love? Ok then… moving on,  minsan ko lang maging topic ang love dito sa blog ko kaya sulitin na.

Madalas rin natin naging tagpuan ang sementeryo, haha creepy! hindi naman kahibangan pero kadalasan yun lang din ang pagkakataon na ikaw at ako (pero di tayo) ay magkita na may kahabaan ang bakasyon dahil undas. At dahil ikaw at ako pero di tayo ang tema ng usapan, aaminin ko na minahal kita. Pero bakit unti unting nawala, naglaho at ang pusong sawi ay nanatiling sawi sa inaasam na TAYO! Mahaba habang proseso ang pinagdaanan ko, dumating ako sa in-denial stage, yung tipong may magtatanong satin kung tayo nga ba… pero ang isasagot ko “hinding hindi.. at hindi pwedeng mangyari”, potek.. ang plastic mo teentoinks! May times naman na nagpapaka sweet sweetan ka.. yung tipong “love you”, “wag ka muna magBF ha, di ko pa kaya” at ang walang katapusang “mawalan na ko ng sampung girlfriends wag lang ikaw”… takte, ganyan ka ba kababaero?  At si teentoinks na kinikikilig kilig pa… nagpakatanga at naniwala sa isang kasabihang… ‘love is blind’…potek pang grade one! Haha hays.. those were the days! Mga panahon na minsan lunod na lunod na ko pero umaasang sana sagipin mo ko, pero walang nangyari kungdi nalunod lang ako, gang maisipan kong sumabay na lang sa agos… ang magpakalayo layo, ang umiwas yung tipong may falls akong babagsakan para di na kita masundan ng tanaw. Wushu!

TO: me, FROM: me!

My dearest young ME,

I’ve always wanted to write to you letting you know how much I adore your happiness when  you were playing in the swing, kakaingit at sa bawat swing nito saya ang katumbas, pataas ng pataas hanggang maabot mo ang highest point at wala ka na magawa kungdi tumalon. Ang simpleng kaligayahan, pero kuntento ka.

Sa paglakad ng panahon, you’ll know what is right from wrong but  sometimes chooses the wrong path.  It’s OK, that’s just fine…  because you love having an opportunity to choose, basically that’s your way of saying  - that’s your life.  What I hate about you is when you think that you’re going to be alone, you might as well be lonely. That’s not right, we could disconnect ourselves from others because sometimes it is very tiring to be connected to everything. Just let yourself be with yourself for a little while, just for a little while.

Some people expect you to do better than what you can do. Pero hindi yun ang gusto mo, wala ka lang magawa kundi sundin sila dahil ayaw mo sila ma-disappoint. Mahirap isa-isahin kung ano mga nagawa mo, pero madaling sabihin kung ano mga naging mali sa buhay mo. You maybe rude, rude for fighting, fighting for what you believe is right.

Just be tough even  sometimes you’re afraid on the dark and so in the light.

Love,

The now – ME!